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Poor Pitiful QuilperiorThere's a Quilperior [Quilava/Serperior]
Who's had social anxiety since 6th grade.
She can't take medication
because her mother doesn't believe her
and doesn't believe she has it
So the Quilperior can't speak to people easily
unless they speak first
then she's fine
But the pathetic Quilperior can't even talk to an artist their age
she constantly worries she is annoying the poor artist beyond belief and that she should just shut up
chances are the Quilava's probably very wrong
and she won't be judged for having a platonic crush *you want to be someone's friend*
but she still won't try
the artist's so nice she even watches the Quilava back
probably out of pity
the Quilperior has doubts
about he friends
on and off line
no matter how often they ask to hang out
or assure her they love her so very much
even her best friends she worries about
But the Quilperior tries
as she walks home
she thinks about how she could approach the artist
how she could stop being so flutt
five hour energyi suppose
last week was only an aftershock
of the earthquake you were before.
this place used to vibrate
with metal strings and melodic,
testimonies to life,
emitting coffee-scented moods
and the burn of it too.
i had memorized the
sounds of silence,
i couldn't help but relish it.
no longer had i known
the sounds of folk
and scent of mocha-
you became nothing more
than an echo of the laughter
i so desperately needed to hear again.
then the echoes got louder,
bouncing ferociously off the walls
to be made manifest
i walked into your room
expecting exactly what i found-
an unmade bed,
and an empty beer
(the one that you insisted you needed
just days ago).
i pressed my nose
into the pillow
for incense and cologne and starbucks
to penetrate my mind
and thinking fervently
i already know
what a clean sheet smells like."
how strong an aftershock can be,
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